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Adam 2012
02:44
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I’m not afraid,
Everything’s gonna be alright
I’m keeping hope.
I can’t, I don’t and I won’t stop
And notwithstanding anything to the contrary
Notwithstanding anything to the contrary, I wish
in no event may my image or name or even any music, any artistic creation of mine
be used for an ad. Let me hand write that : not even any music, any artistic creation of mine
Three-year battle
I won’t make some noise
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Freddie 1991
03:37
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I wish to confirm that I have been tested HIV positive
I wanted to keep this private to protect the privacy of those around me.
However, the time has come now for all of you to know the truth
I hope everyone will join me in the fight against this terrible disease.
End
This is my public statement. respect my privacy
This is my last announcement, I keep my policy
my condition is worsening every single day,
the show must stop now, cause I can't hold the line anyway
// please no more medicine
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John 1980
03:11
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Born forgotten, lost fawn upon
every breath that you blow
Is divided between hatred
and will to stop it all
Bring peace around yourself
Fight your temper so hard before
before you finally get killed
Fought yourself so hard
before you finally get killed
Bleed anger away
And it turns back to you, blindly strike back at you.
Fight your temper so hard
Yourself so hard, and bleed away
Hate yourself so hard, your life so hard
Some empty spaces, some unknown faces
into the void of sleepless nights
it strikes back at you
Some empty spaces, some unknown faces
into the void of sleepless nights
I wanna see, i wanna feel, I wanna touch you again
I wanna seen i wanna feel this bitter end
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Serge 1991
04:21
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You've been trying to twist something dark.
To act as someone new.
You'd better hide it away from them.
Better pretend there's nothing
Some truth are better unspoken, there's no need to know.
They won't, they can't, understand the way I am.
Some place new.
All Night long
Where I can relapse now.
All Night long
A place where I can't be seen.
Somewhere I'll never be dead
For you too
All Night long
For them I'm the evil
All Night long
They can't, they won't understand.
Inside they all look the same.
Alcoohol may be an answer, the right way to escape.
There's no way they'll understand, depression is my best friend.
We'll all be killed by what we love, no need to struggle
I won't, I can't keep on smilling to nothing
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Ian 1980
03:04
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I’m down, one more crisis
I’m worn, too many pills
I’d rather
get the feeling back again
confusion in my head, I’ve lost control
// I‘ve got the spirit but I’ve lost control
I didn't sleep a wink last night
I collapsed and cried last night
nothing gets better
Tomorrow we take a flight
nothing gets even better
I am screwed up forever
I fall into the void
I’m stopped thanks to this rope
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Jeff 2013
04:06
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Played with death so many times.
Joked on it to make us laugh
gone too far on a daily basis,
did you realize
Now Trapped in purgatory
Awaiting reprisal
Death will be your last acquisition
If the sky turns red
You may finally reign
Is that what you want?
I can hear you but you're wrong
I can see you falling down.
From under, will you find a way to recover
Rumors of your demise have been
exaggerated from the start.
From under, will you find a way to recover
Angel of death, reign in blood
Slow death, immense decay, Human mice, for the angel
Four hundred thousand more to die, more to suffer
Sadist of the noble blood to the kingdom of the dead
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Kurt 1994
03:04
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I can't believe a thing, they say about you, I hear about you.
Looking at you now, it seems you never got your time to try, to act, to react to us
Thinking at you now, what could have saved you from yourself, your pain, your hate.
You didn't gave a try.
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Elliott 2003
03:11
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I was addicted to heroin, alcoholic and depressed
Losing the control of myself
/ I’m so sorry,I was paranoid
after many troubled years, I'm leaving the basement
I’m on the way up again
/ I’m so sorry for what I’ve destroyed
does it really get better? I wallow in misery
I still make records for "the sad kids"
/ I’m so sorry, I’m still so sad
While on the upswing
Waiting for a feeling
I’d rather be lonely
do you know everything means nothing to me?
I felt so ugly
I felt so worried
And one day I met this girl, I've been clean for several months,
but I still don’t know the quiescence
/ I’m so sorry, God forgive me
Another night a new conflict , well, one time too many
this must stop right now honey
/ I’m so sorry, God forgive me
two stab wounds to the chest, I might be too extreme
I cannot help but scream
/ I’m so sorry, God forgive me
I apologise
You won’t be surprised
I told you already
don’t you know everything means nothing to me?
I felt so ugly
I felt so worried
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Jim 1971
02:59
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alone in my life
alone in my bath
I feel peaceful and I feel hurt
I feel something’s wrong with my heart
I feel the end in coming now
d’you think that is false?
d’you think i went too far?
You think as I suggested you
you think I’ve had a misspent youth
you think you really know the truth
I lived in a few years a lifetime experience
I took all the substance
I lied in my whole life so by now good riddance
did it quite make sense
my face is gray, there is blood in my nose
my head is between my knees and my eyes are almost closed,
a whitish drool like foam around my mouth and my beard
it’s like a... I don’t know I am pretty fucked up here
it was a bad idea, to take a fix in the bar.
What am I doing here, in those yucky shitters?
I’m leaving,
I can hear people talking on all around
but I can’t make a move, I can't’ say a single word
I’m a prisoner in my own body like “Johnny got is gun”
I feel there is much trouble
where the fuck you guys are you taking me?
Am I at home? in my bath? Have you said "overdose"?
now
d’you think that is false?
d’you think i went too far?
You think as I suggested you
you think I’ve had a misspent youth
you think you really know the truth
I lived in a few years a lifetime experience
I took all the substance
I lied in my whole life so by now good riddance
did it quite make sense
The story goes that I am still alive
tired of being an idol
I found a way of staging it
do you believe it’s true?
do you think you really know the truth?
The story goes that I have been murdered
the CIA is involved
cause I was a dangerous idol
do you believe it’s true?
do you think you really know the truth?
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Chi 2013
04:12
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38 years right until then
in 2 seconds it turns all wrong
5 years wasted till the end
is there a justice, is there a faith?
You tried to act the best that you can
We're you rewarded anyhow?
You tried to play the best that you can
5 years to sleep now
What where you looking at
A life at trying
to speak a word or
5 years not knowing?
You've just been replaced now
Alone to know that
You won't get out of it
Counciousness gone for good.
Replaced before you could
even realize the fact
that you caused every bit of what you got.
Dead before you were.
Lost but still out there.
Suffered your own loss
too long before it came
Raising money to make it last
for a hope you could'nt have
Were you waiting for an end?
For an exit, to loose the game?
They say they could try and cure the pain
While your still praying for an end
They say there's good chance to solve it, then
You made it yourself, you served your plan.
Alone to know that
You won't get out of it
5 years to sleep now
What where you looking at
Alone to know that
You won't get out of it You made it yourself, you served your plan.
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